I still don't know how to express... well, anything really.
I wish I knew how people do that - how they open up about things.
I have to start letting some of this stuff out of my head.� I have to find a way to connect to the people I love so they aren't strangers anymore.
I hate being so alone.� I mean, yes, I have G - and my relationship with him is wonderful.. but he's at work so much of the time; I'm on my own almost constantly - and I don't cope.� I'm not coping.� Not even slightly.� I am so sodding lonely.� And yet I compound it by isolating myself further, because it's all I know how to do.� I don't know how to reach out to pepole.� Maybe I should know, but I don't.� I can't cope with the simplest levels of communication.� I do what I can, but it's really not enough by any stretch.
And I'm so tired of it.� So damn very tired.
今天又是一个值得纪念的日子。3月25日，诺诺会走路了。
记得阳阳也是苦练了很久也不会走，那时候，每天早上，爸爸妈妈就带着阳阳到楼下去学走路。正好邻居家的大爷在遛狗，于是就出现了我爸爸妈妈遛孩子的场景，一根学步带，前面是个小孩，再前面就是那只小狗。。。。可是苦练也没有用，直到有一天，我出门烫头发，回来一开门，阳阳看到了不一样的妈妈，拍着手掉头就走，于是就自己会了。
那诺诺是受啥刺激呢？估计是北北的功劳。北北是朋友的女儿，比诺诺大8个月，可是个头娇小，极有女孩子的韵味。来到咱们家，看到了大块头诺诺，一时懵了，总是要叫‘姐姐’，怎么纠正都拧不过来。而诺诺也对小姐姐表示出了极大的好感，屡次想用满是口水的小嘴去亲北北，都被北北拒绝了。估计她一定在想‘太伤自尊了！’于是，接下来的几天，发奋图强，学会了走路。每天N个往返跑，就不信减不了肥！
呵呵，一个刚学会走路的孩子，真是可爱，像个喝醉了的鸭子，要是她一直不长大，一直这样陪在我们身边，多好！
Sunday night: We got our engagement pictures and family pictures done this weekend.�
Austin's party was fun.�
We had Easter Sunday at Cory's rental, I hid eggs in the house and the boys did a good job of finding them FAST,� Next year i will have to hide some outside and make it harder.
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Best Friends Friends ask why you're crying, but best friends already have the shovel to bury the meani who made you cry.
Females Every girl needs her own special to feel beautiful. Whether this day is everyday, once a month, or one day, she doesn't need a man to tell her she's special.
True Friends A true friend sees the first tear, catches the second one, and stops the third tear.
Who Matters? There comes a point in your life when you realize who really matters, who never did, and who never will.
Love Hurts Love is giving someone the ability to hurt and crush you, and trusting them not to.
I Promise I promise I'll never forget the day we kissed, or the day we met. The sky may fall and the stars my too, but in the end, I will still love you.
First Sight When I first saw you, I was afraid to meet you. When I first met you, I was afraid to kiss you. When I first kissed you, I was afraid to love you. Now that I love you, I'm afraid to lose you.
I Do If you're asking if I need you, the answer is forever. If you're asking if I'll leave you, the answer is never. If you're asking what I value, the answer is you. If you're asking if I love you, the answer is I do
Sufjan Stevens- Casimir Pulaski Day
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CdfiXdrmXA8 ( vid.. its kinda bad quality tho)
http://lyrics.lyr-x.com/6073/ (lyrics)
�R.E.M-At my most beautiful����
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NVhm0ePCjis (vid)
http://www.lyrics007.com/R.E.M.%20Lyrics/At%20My%20Most%20Beautiful%20Lyrics.html
They just have so much Feeling... <3 I really like love songs lolz.� Yesterday was probably one of the funnest day EVER!!� I went to the mall with 4 really nice girls...�
We went to Charolette Rouge, Forever 21, The apple store, Orange Julius, Claires, Icing, Victoria Secret...etc
It was really funny tho because in abercrombie ( we didn't go in there)� there was a poster with a bunch of guys in a field and one u could see his buttcrack! lolz, i took a pic with it!!!!!!!!!! roflz (]=
After that i watched the movie enchanted and ate 6 zillion candies/ popcorn...YuM!
=( Enchanted made me miss my bf even more )= I hope everything will be ok when we get back to school on Monday =(
<3,
Excited for a 3 day weekend! Woot ( =
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leeyohhan 59, Male, New Jersey, USA - 21 entries